The downside of intuition

I put in a good day of work today from my couch, now that I have a new driver to work on. As I learned today from watching Dharma and Greg this afternoon, you should be doing a job not because it makes your money or earns you status, but because it's what you love to do. I'm the last person to brag, but God has made me into a crackerjack programmer, in a company that's on the up-and-up, and I'm doing what I love. It may not be something I stay with long term, but it still manages to kick ass.

Sometimes God messes with your plans to teach you a lesson. Sometimes it's to dissuade you from something, and sometimes it's to open your eyes. The difficulty is in knowing which He has in mind. As soon as I figure it out, I'll be a lot more settled of a person. Being pulled in several directions by your own intuition sucks, big time. It's much easier when it's a moral choice, they're usually much more clear cut. Choosing a course of action when there's not a _wrong_ choice and when the consequences are rather permanent.... oy. Pray pray pray pray pray.